past few days been a mix of everything.

bf, breakfast, cakes, puffs, changi village breaky, meat, sick (errr), dota, mango, wabbit.

and yes. late nights. ugly eye bags. dark eye circles.

still.

love the time spent with bf..

w his little pink shit on top of his head D:

and wheee. that cheesecake too.

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 my new founded name, as given by my ‘mentor’

i really cant help having a pea sized brain memory capacity ):

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anyway. tonight was great too. nice catching up with my fave gf (: and the rabbit.

guess i should be sleeping soon…

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one last thing.. BF is in BRUNEI. D:

EATING

WEIGHT CHECK:

let’s see if eating monitor lizard can help to shed those %E^$$X#%%T#$R%A$$#% kilos. stay tune for updates on EE LING’S GUIDE TO SLIMMING. (:

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update your blog links please! sorry for the trouble. just couldnt stand that error in my old wordpress.

i know im troublesome and this is irritating.

many apologies. hugs and kisses.

but anyway she’s a real bitch. she wanted me to print the statement for her bankaccount. but i reminded her of the bank SURCHARGE of 20$.

“20$ for a bloody piece of paper?”

and yes. i was still calm. trying to be at least. i mean its ridiculous to pay 20$ for a statement…. a lil too pricey.

so i offered an alternative for her. to go online and print FOR FREE.

then she started coming up with excuses like what she’ll be busy.. will be going EUROPE (who cares.) SO SHE WONT HAVE TIME TO DO ALL THESE. (no time to login to ibank and print her statement if she so BLOODY needed it?)

i told her sorry if she really want she can either print online or pay 20$ for the printing.

and she should just bloody fuck off lah. she responded with a “whatever” and walked off.

boy i was really pissed. i really felt like slapping her.

if only i could. i even wanted to do some bad stuff (errr.) yeah like do those threatening shit and stuff… or even smsed her with MY MOBILE NUMBER and scold her.

argh. still controlling and reminding myself that i shouldnt and i should be good and nice and forgiving.

am trying very hard. because i seriously feel that she wont do that to the aunties.

and ive checked her account. she’s not like some rich fuck. and she is not really pretty. she’s tanned and short.

stupid bitch.

@###$@$^%$%^

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ok but i do love some customers who are really nice. (:

they really made my day.

anyway, weekend was not very well spent (unfortunately.)

but nothing is always sweet.

some glimpse of the christmas lightings….

i loveee christmas.

anyway wheee. am very happy for i finally managed to find and modify a yummy yummy creampuff that puffs up beautifully.

ahhh the different in sizes are PURPOSELY made that way. wanted to see which size will be the best.

anyway i love this:

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i love baking. 

bought her this lil ariel doll from toys’r'us. and a lil small ariel figurine. was on the way out of toys’r'us when i saw thing vending turnturn machine.

ive always like turning this kind thing… love the surprises. (:

anyway i saw this disney princess collection so i decided to give it a try. anyway i love the disneyprincess too. DD especially sleeping beauty.

was hoping for it to be either sleeping beauty or ariel. if its ariel… then it shall go to Daphne. ah. seemed like god wants me to be a nice friend and give it to her. and THERE. ARIEL POPPED OUT. i meant dropped out. fall out. err. whatever.

but alright. am glad anyway since she likes it (:

argh. i hated those parting moments. really hoped that we’ll be able to keep in touch. (:

i’ve never like losing a friend esp those whom i can talk to.

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my job… kind of amm. i dont know. i dont like it sometimes. or most of the times.

but i get to see and interact with many different kinds of people.

people who will let me show them my black face.. who can make me not say thank you.. who can make me feel happy… who painted their nails with markers… who are rich and nice.. who are rich and lunatic.. who are a rich snob.. who are poor.. who are smiley.. who are toothless.. who are dirty… who are bangalas.. who are those who i really dont wish to touch their thumb.. who are disgusting.. who have horrible hair color.. who have ugly tattoos.. who are bitchy… blahblahblah.

too many to list out.

and its stressful! lost few dollars before. argh. made several (or many?) mistakes.

ok i shall end my random post. have to sleep.

got to crawl to work tomorrow.

 (18nov07, dinner at Tung Lok’s teahouse)

mum & dad

sisters…

& FOOD

errr. was too hungry to take anymore photos………. its a dimsum buffet!

w sharkfin. (1 portion each only)

lol. ok i guess its a canto seafood + dimsum buffet.

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i love this dessert:

and me and my sisss in the toilet:

and me again

ok. was a dumb pose.

anyway to some of you, perhaps these photos backdrop seemed familiar.. its either you’ve been there before or its because you’ve been reading my blog since 2 years back.

cos have been there before for my bday celebration

OK. SHALL END OFF WITH A BIRTHDAY CAKE (TAKEN ON THE 19NOV)

i decorated one ok!!! haha. ok. its kind of ugly. bought the wrong tip actually…………………. but was a last min decision.

bought sara lee’s cheesecake (original) and i decorated it.

sister had her birthdaysurprise by her bestie. glad she enjoyed her bday.

ALRIGHT GOT TO GO. happy belated bday to my sister, my cousin (chian), my another cousin (yunyi), my friend (nelson), errr. i guess i dont really have friends who’re nov babies. ok. BYE.

sorry if ive missed you out. im heartless i know.

OH. did i mentioned that i was down because bryan’s dog had to be given away!!!! hopefully he can get them back… if he managed to get into signals after he become an officer. i miss frost and lightning… esp frost because very unlikely can see him much.

i really teared for frost. imagine if he’s really my dog. hai.

oh. and my friend who i got to know from the stewardess interview is leaving posb! oh man. ): lost one colleague whom i can trust. ):

ARGHARGHARGH.

like what ive told a friend of mine.. i dont want to jeopardise IT. but yeah. i agreed that anything can happen in the future.

ohman.

i really suck. 

iwanttotakeaflightoutofthisplight.

how time flies.

really, sometimes its not a matter of how long you know each other to let a relationship go on.. its being able to share at least few similar point of views in a relationship.

not that we agree on every single thing. in fact, no.

am grateful you’ve been holding on and on no matter how much ive slapped you, punched you, kicked you……

you never once given up on me.

though times i find that you’re one very hard to please guy. X:

nevertheless,

i really wished for us to go on and on and on…. because you are who i can really rely on.. and somebody who makes me feel that you really needed me.

i need you too. and i love you. alot.

i cant comprehend whats love. nobody can. but i just know that i do love you.

thanks for being my everything.

i really dont wish to jeopardise anything.

 but i really dont wish to give up.

but at the same time.. im afraid of what it might invite……….

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few random photos

papa’s bday:

8th Oct 2007. love em alot.

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followed by

photos of US officially moving into the new house (errr. his new house actually. just that was with him throughout and some of my items are there.. so hurhur.)

unpacking...

wait till his house is REALLY DONE (even though its sleepable), then iwill take more photos and upload them. (:

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us in the lorry:

ok. i went out to take a shot of him inside :X

its my papa’s. he needed his car! so ): but its a good experience for bryan! X:

and i tried too. errr. just driving like less than 500m on a straight road.

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my dbs training colleagues…

with trainer..

no trainer..

my sleeping partner ) am missing her.

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pretty japanese goodies.

(from japan)

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my bakes (just a few..)

am really satisfied with all the results. (: trial and error.

been trying and trying…

but overall

finished within a day. which means its

so glad. am loving the nutella muffins, chocolate fondant, choux.

weeee. and just completed my shortbread. (:

but need to improve on the presentation.. so no photos! :X

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photos of the dogs officially moving in!

their house: the balcony.

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and finally… OUR PHOTO.

MISSHIM ):

sometimes… when i see how much i meant to him… i am really touched. i really wished that i can feel that everytime…

but anyway, thanks (:

i hope its that honeyed everytime………………